Why not give up?

Is the stress not so much on you already? Is the headache not so much already? Haven't you broken down enough? Hasn't it taken away your rest enough? Tell me, why are you still pushing? You come back almost everyday and people around you don't understand what you have to go through during the day to secure a better and honest future for yourself, sometimes you get judgmental looks like you're just coming back from commiting murder. You rush out early in the morning without eating, stay the whole day without thinking of eating. Some days, you even forget to take care of yourself. What of you that have people you're leading, people that look up to you, people you have to carry along as you go, aren't you tired? Sometimes, you get upset or angry with them, you feel like these people aren't helping you, they are stressing you, why are you still there with them? Why do you keep dragging them along? Are you not tired if the headache, the stress, the frustration, the anger, the work load, everything... Why don't you just leave everything and just live life? Isn't that what you would love to do? Isn't it less stressful and gives less headache? Why do you continue?

Well, don't get me wrong. I'm just asking obvious questions and I want you to tell me why you keep pushing. What's your reason for holding on, what's that thing that keeps you going, what's that thing that gives you confidence and hope that all is not in vain. Life is hard and easy at the same time, it's straight forward and confusing too.

I want to leave you off with something a mentor thought me. Flow with the grace present with you, do what makes you happy, do what it is that is important to you but remember, everything you do should be in service to humanity and for the betterment of lives. Also, let whatever you do have a significance, let it have worth, with service and significance comes success.

Thank you

_uptoyou